Lofty Ideas of a Tarnished Mind

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Young Gramma, (reinventing myself again), Artist, student of life.

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

New old beginnings...

I decided to give an old Love a second chance. I have fallen madly in love with him all over again and I'm on cloud nine.
My other half is back home, in my arms where he belongs.

Monday, June 21, 2010

New beginnings, again.

So I am totally blessed to have a friend who loves me no matter what, and is willing to keep giving me chances and believes in me enough to want to keep me in her life.
I am living in a wonderful place, with my 4 animal kids.
I have a great new job that I LOVE.  My boss treats me with the respect I deserve and appreciates and rewards me for the hard work I put in.
I have shed myself of the limiting, controlling people in my life who brought me down, looked down on me and treated me not as an equal but as a defective problem they thought they needed to "fix".
I am continuing to grow and change, and evolve and learn.
I will be attending school in the fall, and am really looking forward to learning more and becoming even more self-sufficient.
I've gone through major changes in the past 6 months...again, and have once again landed on my feet.
I lost a wonderful friend. She died in her sleep. This has made me appreciate what I have in my life and live every moment like it could be my last, because it just might be.
I'm very blessed, and very grateful for life and what it has to offer today.
This may change tomorrow...but for today, and most days...life is good.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

SPRING! ....makes me happy.
The first smell of Cherry and Apple blossoms, the yellow daffodils, always takes me back to Scappoose and Apple Valley Road. It was called that when I was a kid, and it was a beautiful place. I went there in a dream the other night, it was wonderful. I love the outdoors, and this place I am living is pretty beautiful also. Even if it is right in the middle of Vancouver.
I'm a lucky girl.
In a few days, I'll be able to fill up this beautiful home with the sound of Gramma Till's piano, and Bach and Beethoven... I'll be able to lose myself for hours like I used to. NICE!
I miss my Mom during this time, the most. I'd love to wrap my arms around her, see the twinkle in her eye. Guess it's time to bring Roo-baby here to get my fill of unconditional love. She is a little Shirley in spirit, that one.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Feeding Crow

I saw an amazing thing today.
It was a beautiful, sunny February day. The depression and fog started to lift as I walked toward the bus stop.
I sat down and checked my watch, looked around and got ready to see what I could before the bus showed up. I enjoy watching people, and today I wasn't disappointed.
As I sat there, an old man rode by on a bike. He stopped about 20 feet from the bus stop, grabbed the light pole and hit the button to cross the street toward Officer's Row. As I watched, he reached into a bag and threw something onto the ground. It looked like some kind of big nut. Curious, I thought. Immediately, a large crow flew down from a tree and grabbed the treat, hopped a few feet away and ate it. I thought it was a fluke, but kept watching, mesmerized. Again the man reached deliberately into his bag and this time threw out about 5 pieces of (whatever it was), and 3 or 4 new crows flew down and gobbled them up. All this time, which was a few minutes at the most, cars were flying by on this busy main road, completely oblivious to this most amazing thing playing out right in front of me. In a few minutes, the light changed and the man started riding away, crossing the street against the traffic. I watched in amazement as about 20 crows went flying away with him. Every so often he would look back and throw treats back for his friend, making sure they were still with him. The same crow was flying real close to him...I watched as he threw up a treat and the crow caught it in midair.
I couldn't help but smile. I kept watching until he and his friends were completely out of site, and couldn't help thinking to myself, "I wish they'd come back this way!"
I was fighting getting out of the house today, but was so happy to see this little miracle.
I wish I could thank the man for sharing his friends with me...for making me smile and feeling happy to be alive.

Friday, November 27, 2009

A fun, peaceful Thanksgiving





...was had by all. I'm so grateful for the people in my life who like having me around and allow me to be a part of their world. What a great day~I'm blessed and love my stepkids and brother and sister in law... we may not be "together" but we all still love each other!








Isn't that what life is all about? ;)

Monday, November 23, 2009

Fall .. new beginnings.


And the start of my GREAT healing process. WEEEEE!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Nesting, healing, focusing, growing...

....better every day.
My creative side abounds, and my mind is getting sharper and less scattered every day.
Creature comforts are something that I will NEVER take for granted again!
I am truly blessed.